Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Family Day

Our school is having a family day last Sunday. For the first time, our director planned on it. Officials and Lieutenants arrived.It was extremely fun coz I enjoy the day together with my family except from my Dad coz he has other appointments so he couldnt come. Its ok! at least my mom and other members of the family is there for me.I thought I will be bored but then I enjoy the day and have fun together with my friends..It's so silly when we walked by twos as we raise our band..hehehe...pabadlong au me ato na time aizt..I consider it as one of the memorable moment of my life..our craziest things we did was very embarrassing...pero pabagaay nlng sa face..haha..too bad we didnt win to the games but then kahit papaano nanalo din kami sa ibang categories. The most important is were happy and enjoy...hmm...I miss my boyfriend who is in the foreign place..too bad his not in the event to support me performing our jingle...i miss him...sooo much....well...well..til here...i guess its too long.....

Friday, August 14, 2009

Not all mother's know the best to their daugther/son

I was really confused why my mom acting like a nerd,strict and so so overprotective to me. I was doing my studies well. I make my grades so good as well as having good performance in school but why is she still have to decide for my future?..she even not let me to decide whom i should be love. I dont have freedom at all. Why isnt she doesnt understand what i felt?..I feel so alone,depressed,and hopeless. I guess i dont have right to be happy?:(..How long will I sacrifice this pain i feel inside.?...I attempt not to jealous to others and attempt not to cry but tears will fall again...:(

Monday, August 10, 2009

confusing love

love...love..love..

is this love?...A strange feeling came unexpectedly when a man starting to introduce his self a sudden. Confusing ideas dancing up my mind that was really unexplainable. His text was very meaningful and more of emotions that I didn't even appreciate. Am I too bad or I just don't feel love to that guy? I was not ready to commit relation because of my career but my heart still push me to find something extraordinary additionally that can inspire me most of it. Finding true love is not easy. Obstacles and challenges still there to test us enable to commit true love.